From Magick to Prayer Revived

So this past Wednesday I had my stress test. My heart is in really good shape so that is wonderful, but my blood pressure is not behaving itself. By Wednesday afternoon it was 177/120, that’s pretty dangerous. That same afternoon a dr put me on medication and it has helped a bit. My BP is still up so I figure that my medication will be upped, but it’s much better than it has been.  I am one that doesn’t care much for medicine but I couldn’t wait to lower my blood pressure naturally. I’m not sure I’d have the time. So I praise God for the physicians and nurses that are looking out for me.  I’m really working on myself to assist in lowering the blood pressure so maybe one day I can be off medication. Thank you all for thinking of me and loving me.  Brandy. 

I have an anger issue. I have found myself filled top to bottom with anger. It seemed everything set me off and when it did I literally saw red. I could hear and feel the blood pounding in my head. My thoughts would be filled with violence and my mouth would release the worst words. Anger begat hate. And it was this anger and hate that lowered the curtain  on my relationship with Jesus. How could I love when I hated so much. Everything angered me, religion, politics, the world around me. This anger spread to those closest to me. I was either on constant offense or defense.l. I hurt a lot of feelings to those that I “loved” and I hated being this way. This wasn’t me. I am a happy, loving, joyful person. So instead of seeking Him, I set off to find happiness elsewhere.  Yes it seemed to soothe my soul and gave me happiness. But it still didn’t fill the void that only His Light could fill. So as most of you know, I gave my whole life over to Christ. He has helped me accept that He loves m